This is the testimony of a Hungarian sister in Christ, named Euodoxia Varga (known as Varga Tamásné Eudoxia in Hungarian), regarding her experience in heaven and hell.
Eudoxia and Tamás Varga
At the time of this experience, she and her husband Tamás (Hungarian for Thomas) attended the Faith Church (Hit Gyulekezet) in Nyíregyháza, Hungary. After this experience, her pastor Zoltán, accompanied by other elders of that church, interviewed her on video, which has been posted on Youtube. However, it is uncertain whether she and her husband still attend that church. The following article is based on that video interview with her pastor.
GOING TO ANOTHER LEVEL
Euodoxia’s husband Tamás testified that before his wife had the experience in heaven and hell, he had gone out to woods, seeking the Lord. Then they attended a Communion meeting at their church. There the pastor prayed for both of them and then they had a breakthrough afterward. Then the Lord told them separately that they had moved to another level. God’s power and presence came over him so lovingly and powerfully that it pushed him to the floor.
The Lord took something out of him and he could see God more effectively. He began an intercessory prayer ministry. He changed his life in order to pray more. The Lord’s love was flowing down upon him so great like raindrops. It reshaped him. He became a God-dependent creature -- a God-seeking creature. Since then he doesn’t find pleasure in anything but seeking God. He spends a minimum three to four hours a day with God and needs it in order to have a peaceful relationship with God.
The Lord spoke to Euxodia his wife as he was in the woods praising God and she was washing dishes praying.
The Lord came to her and said, “Do you know your husband does a dangerous thing?” She asked, “What Lord?” The Lord replied, “He worships me in Spirit and Truth and let’s me do anything in his life.”
She saw that he was working two jobs and praying at night with very little sleep. They had been Christians a long time but had been hypocrites. However, now she saw that he had really changed. She wanted what he had. She saw the change, the love, the fire, and she became jealous. She asked him what it was. He said he wanted to see God’s face and be the lover of God and be at His feet.
Eudoxia said it all started on April 15th during the night. Her body was sleeping but her spirit was awake. She felt the Lord was taking away things and imparting things to her. She was like a car in a garage that the Lord was working on.
Then they attended a Communion meeting and a guy named Istvan (Hungarian for Steven) said when he saw them, “Here come the saints, the holy people.” She became sad. They had just had an argument with children. But it was the Lord speaking through him.
During communion, she said she was fed up with her previous life. She did not want to sit there in church anymore, and then go home in the same spiritual state. For seventeen years, she was crying before the Lord about this. But now she could not go on any longer. She had always watched when someone repented and she couldn’t understand it. She would weep. But now at that communion service, she decided she would not live that way anymore.
When she took the Body of Christ, the power of God flowed onto her. Since that moment she has become a new creature.Next day a brother called her to say her mom died. She began to cry out for God to resurrect her so that she would have a chance to repent.
At that time her husband was with the pastor working for him and the pastor called her. His words gave her comfort. She wiped her tears and forgave her mother for literally torturing her. She was never angry with her mother, but had forgiveness for her and loved her.
So as she was washing dishes and praying, she was fed up with life and wanted God. She wanted a relationship, to be as one with God, to die for Him. She went to prayer closet, shut door, laid on floor, told God her whole life was a lie (which was partly true), and all that had been and would be she gave to Him. She died for him. She said, “If you like it, please take it.”
The last of those words she said in a moan, because she was weakening. And as she lay on the floor, her clavicle bones were not touching floor. But when those bones collapsed (and touched the floor), she felt she literally died to self and the Lord accepted it.
There was no selfishness. She saw the altar in a vision; many people were on it. But the Lord could not accept their lives because they wanted to serve Him for selfish reasons. He can take your life if you give one hundred percent. If there is one string where you say, “I want this or that from you, or this or that business, or this wife,” then He can’t take your life.
She says, “At this point, my whole life was changed.” Her relationship with her children improved. God had her praying for other Christians. Although her husband was working a lot and only sleeping a few hours sleep, he wasn’t even tired. The Lord made him and her His lovers. She says, “The spiritual realm is more real than this life. God is no respecter of persons. If you open up your heart, He will come in and have a feast with you. But you have to lose your ego and self-seeking.”
The Lord told her that people come into the Church and don’t want to seek Him. They only want to tell the Lord what they need from Him. The Lord will tear down all strongholds in our lives and rebuild us a holy temple.
Then the revelation of heaven began on July 12th. They went to a prayer meeting at someone’s house, where the Lord told them to cry out for His people. She felt a great sorrow within her. She did not know many things about that church, because she did not belong to it. Then her spiritual eyes became opened. There were beautiful angels in pure holiness and glory. They were flying straight down from heaven, because straight away is God’s divine order. The angels fly straight. In everything the straight way is God’s way. There are angels in highness praising God. She told her husband to bring her to the forest, because she thought she was going crazy since she had seen such things.
The prayer group leader named Imre (Hungarian form of Henry, pronounced: EEM-re) had to pray for a sick man. She saw angles and demons. The man had a backache. She saw a great, green (snot-colored) evil creature. Then she learned it was a demon. She can now differentiate between a satan whore’s son (bastard) and a demon.
It was about four feet tall. It was clawing at his back. The man said his back hurt so much. And this creature was cursing. When they start to curse humans or God, the dirt from their mouths is different from the curse itself. It was black. Imre started to use Jesus’ name and it was wonderful.
She saw light and it pulled this creature off this man’s back. The light was Jesus’ Blood. Something like a snake or snail came from the creature’s mouth, and a variety of other things came out, which were also demons. She was shocked and told Tamás that they should go to the forest. They went out and she told him everything. The Spirit filled them up. She did not fear these creatures.
If anyone walks in hell without Jesus, he would go crazy. He would not stay normal. Without Jesus’ blood it is impossible to walk in hell. She was first prepared in heaven to have strength for the journey to hell. She didn’t feel any torture, except at her earthly father’s cell in hell.
The next day, on July 13, all seven of the family (she, Tamás, and children) were altogether, totally in one accord. It is only possibly to have vision when we’re in one accord and we have a loving spirit for one another. To give your life for others isn’t just to say “Hi,” but to be willing to give your life for them. It’s more than merely welcoming that person. This kind of love is not seen in the church.
On July 13th they sought the Lord for 5 hours as a family. None of the four dogs were barking during that time. One of her children, Krisztofer experienced a visit to hell, when she was in heaven, the Holy Spirit went through them all, loved them, and healed them. While she had this experience, her family also had a lot of experiences of their own.
There was not even a car passing by during that entire time. None of the chickens or other animals made any noise. They started to praise God as a family, and her eyes opened. She didn’t see as many angels as the day before, but still hosts of them flying down, praising and exalting the Lord; they were in unity and love for one another. One angel flew down for one another. One angel flew down to her because she was staring at him. That angel said, “Straight is the divine order.” Then she collapsed and something from her upper belly was torn out, which was her spirit. She felt that an angel who had very soft wings was behind her.
She felt a great safety. It was very soft. He covered her with his wings, and when he opened them she was in heaven. She used to think if she went to heaven, she would want to take a tour. But she found that when she met the King she only wanted to adore Him. She asked, “Where are you, Lord?” She heard His steps, which were true peace. He came near her and she felt like a dead body in front of Him.
She heard Him coming, and the grace, the mercy, was flowing out of His wounds. Mercy, grace and love are visible in heaven as light—it’s real. Things like holiness and glory are not just words. They are visible. He came to her and she saw Him. On his feet there are holes from which grace and mercy are flowing out. She could not look at Him and felt the grace and mercy going through her body. He touched her and she woke up. Then she was standing up.
He had a wide belt around His waist that said “King of kings and Lord of lords.” She said, “Yeshua, My King, I love you.” And as He was crying, and as she was crying, all the pain was gone from her heart. She never wept like that again afterward. With the tears, every pain was gone from her heart. He saw through her love. He was shining, glimmering, dressed in holiness. He is love. Life is flowing out from every part of Him -- the grace, the mercy, the out-flowing love. He just wants to love me. He wants to care for me.
Jesus said, “Come, daughter, because I have a lot of things to show you. Your job from God is to serve Him.” He was smiling at her and said He is near to the brokenhearted. Everything He says is with authority. He knew everything about her. He is the Word of God. He is the Truth.
He said, “There is salvation only in My Name—the Name of Jesus of Nazareth. They must confess I came and died and rose again and I am the Christ in flesh. Only believing in heaven and hoping to go there will not take you there.”
He brought her to a table that was already set. She didn’t really look around because she always looked at Him, admired Him and loved Him. She told Him, “I know a lot of people are gathering treasures in heaven, but I only want to see you.” Everyone will be near Jesus at the table. It was long. The tablecloth was ornamental.
It was embroidered with ornaments. There were plates and something like “cups.” She saw other creatures in heaven that are not on earth. It was so beautiful. He started to speak about the faults or blames in the Church. “The Church is late. It is building a self-Kingdom. It wants to make heaven on earth. The children of God are killing each other, because they are gossiping about others and because of their sinful thoughts. If you go to give someone a blessing, make sure there is love in your heart.”
He said there would be two (2) stumbling stones in the Church.
1) Brothers hate each other. They prevent each other from being successful by their words, thoughts, and actions. That’s what He meant by murder and that the Church was late and had not clothed itself with the dress of holiness and glory that He gave them.
2) Although they are brethren, they let their children instead of giving thanksgiving sacrifices to the Lord, they are lusting with Baal in my sanctuary.”
The Lord showed her how she and her husband must love each other. There must not even be one little gap of unforgiveness or they cannot be one, or thinking of how he or she looks like, because that leaves an opening where the demons can get a spear into you.
Eudoxia’s Testimony of Heaven and Hell
The Lord said, “The women must be gentle and praying.” He was speaking with such truth for my personal life, too, and I could not be angry with him, because I know that this is the truth and the King of Truth said this. He said that we must recover the true praise of God, which is said in spirit and in truth, and not saying that only ten songs and then it’s over, because although they are crying out for the fire of the Holy Spirit, their hearts are fully, or just partly closed for the fire. And He said such truth.
He decides how the meeting will go. He will decide it. They (pastors) make boundaries for it. They make orders, regarding the time elapsed (in the service). They say, “Twenty songs will be enough, but okay, I have to speak my teaching now, what the Lord wants to show you, what the Lord really knows what He wants to say.” And if He wants to come down through the praise and heal someone…but we don’t let Him do this.
We don’t open our hearts, but we are going to church to receive a business, to receive healing, to receive a woman or man. “Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me!” And they are running away. This is not praise of God. This is absolutely not. And I was ashamed. I knew it was correct for me, too. I was blinded. I was beaten with blindness, because the Lord said, “They are beaten with blindness.” And sometimes they are doing it in their own consciousness, and sometimes they are out of their consciousness. And it shocked me.
Godly Attire and Adornment
And He started to speak about women for the true praise of God. I have to say it, because I’m not afraid. The women have no right to show themselves, to put on the makeup, unnatural hair color, tight dresses, because a lot of godly men’s attentions are drawn away by them. And they have no right to do this, because the men should praise God.
And they wouldn’t have come to a meeting to look at their makeup or something like that, or (to see) their dresses. Since then, I burnt all my clothes that were like that. And I am not willing to wear some of these clothes. And I had to say this, and the Lord Jesus told me how it has come about -- I mean the dressing. We have to live with the good tree, good fruit (a parable). And we have to look at the roots of it.
For example, a joke is a very good thing. We are laughing at it, but the laugh, what comes from the laugh, sometimes they are using racism. They are using bad things to make fun of. But it is written that blessed is that man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful. So this is a bad fruit. However, it looks great, it looks like a good tree.
Or for example, where the makeup comes from. I’m talking about—I hope I don’t judge anyone—but I am talking about these strong mascaras. It’s from Cleopatra, but even before that. When the women realized that they could hold man with this mascara, it’s like a mask. They got governors with this. They get them through their own desires—I mean the men’s desires. And the women got power and authority through this. And through this authority, she could do anything she wanted.
I’m talking about strong mascaras. Young ladies wear these mascaras, but she’s a weak soul behind it. She’s trying to cover something. It’s not good for them, but the Lord will — I pray that He will bless them and keep them. I used to wear makeup, but I don’t use them anymore, because these are sins. Even the shoes are (can be) sins.
These high-heeled shoes had their own purpose back in time in China, to raise the (feminine) body parts to be more attractive. And prostitutes started it. So these are bad things. You can have beautiful shoes if you want to, but a lot of men said that it’s really tempting. I used to wear these kinds of shoes, and it was a problem to me, too.
I felt that it was a sin and I still did it. This means I was beaten with blindness. That’s why it’s important to open up our hearts, and this is what the Lord can’t do for us -- to open up our hearts.
I saw the empty cells. And the Lord led me there. And sometimes, names were appearing on them. Sometimes they disappeared. And He said that this is what happens if they won’t repent, if they are not clinging to My Name. I saw horrible things, but I will tell it for everyone to be afraid. I don’t want to think about it, because I will cry, and then Jesus and everything that He said, even these rebukes, He said it with love.
He wasn’t hitting my head with the Scriptures, but with love. He wasn’t legalistic, but He was telling this with love. And when we approach each other in this way, the other one will be put to shame, just as I was when Istvan came to me and said, “Here comes the holy family.” And I also said that “Please don’t say that we are holy, because we are not.” And I was ashamed. And when (pastor) Zoltán came and said a very good thing about us, I knew it was not true. And then I humiliated myself. And this is the good, because inside of us, we judge our truth, we judge the truth in ourselves. I humiliated myself.
It’s good that we judge ourselves that, “Yes, I’m a dirty, bad person.” And every small sin can separate you from God. I saw how He loved His people. He’s just longing to hug them. He burns with a jealous love. He loves His people so much, but this dirt—this is what separates you from God. He loves us, but our sins. He can only be praised in holiness. There’s no other way.
The Banquet Table Set in Heaven
Then we were back at the table that was set. There was a pitcher full of wine. He was pouring it into a mug, and it was very thick. This wine was like a ruby. It’s like it was a fluid, but ruby. As he poured this wine into a mug, he illustrated that “I have set this table for My people.” He said, “It’s all ready, but My people are procrastinating. The Church is making an inner world.” This is what I can’t even explain. I don’t understand. An inner world.
And then later, there was a wonderful thing. Two angels arrived who had golden staffs on their shoulders. And they brought a very large cluster of grapes, which was golden. As I saw this cluster, it was 100 to 150 centimeters wide. The grapes themselves were as big as an apple. Everything is different from here, even the materials—everything. I think there is no oxygen, because the Lord Himself is oxygen.
This is what I experienced. The life is the air I breathe. This is what I experienced. Then these two angels brought the golden grapes with joy and smiles on their faces. Every angel I saw was just full of joy and smiling, and the Lord just loved His angels. He went to them and hugged them. And this was an example for us, because we just walk by each other.
He loved them. He hugged them. He was speaking to them and caring for them. And somehow, these two angels put this cluster of grapes on the table. And it was interesting when they set “this cluster of grapes of the table”, because after they did so, nothing was broken. Then He said, “I know your husband’s favorite fruit is the grape. So I planted grapes for him, and this is its first fruit.” I was just looking at it, and I was thinking, “It’s beautiful.” I was amazed, but I didn’t eat anything from it.
A Picture of War in This World
And as the angels came and Jesus welcomed them, He thanked them with humility for bringing the grapes. He was absolutely humble like He was the servant of all creatures. So He loved them very much. And we went on our way, and as we were walking on the street, a [video] screen went by. And I saw that it was a picture of the world. I saw that it was a part of the world, and there was a riot there or something like that, or a war. And there were bombs blowing up. And the car was flipped upside-down and on fire and smoking.
I saw a little boy standing on the street corner who had lost his family.He was dirty all over. He was crying. I just knew that his mother had just died that day. I just knew when I looked at him. I was truly amazed. And then Jesus said—and He was weeping, too that “Today He will be with me in heaven.” And I was looking at Him, and I just know.
There came a black car up to this small boy. And a man, who I saw in my spirit was evil, grabbed the boy and pulled him into the car. And I never saw him again, and the Lord said to me, “He will be with me in heaven today.”
We don’t watch television or anything, so we don’t know anything about the outside world. But [after my revelation of heaven] I told my husband to watch the news that night. So when he watched the news, he found out that the day before, there was a riot in India in a town, and a lot of people were murdered. I was really amazed.
Thrones and Robes
And then we went on, and the royal thrones and everyone will have a crown. It’s full of treasures, diamonds, etc. And each person’s name was engraved on a business card of his or her own -- personally, for each and every one of us. And over the back of each throne, the Lord -- not the angels -- laid the robes of righteousness for each person. It was there, and I knew that He Himself did it with His own hands. He didn’t toss it there, but with love He laid it on each throne. I knew that Jesus caressed the clothes with love when He put them there. And I knew it when I saw these clothes.
Moses and Abraham in a Beautiful Garden
I saw a beautiful garden far away when I went there, but I didn’t go there. The Lord didn’t let me. There was a space in the middle, and Moses and Abraham were speaking to each other with gestures. And what amazed me was that Jesus didn’t say, “This is Abraham and Moses.” I just knew it was they. There’s no wasting of words.
You know everything about each other. You know people’s names. And I saw that they are young, and I was shocked, because it is written that they are elders. It’s true, but it’s in wisdom that they are elders. And they are elders, they are wise and in authority. They are clothed in these things. It’s visible upon them, as on the lieutenant angels, because I saw upon them the lieutenant angels that there is a different authority on them. There it’s visible, and the authority is upon them and also power.
Abraham and Moses were laughing so hard, and I saw joy on every face. Their faces are shining, and their hair is so shiny, like it’s been washed in oil. Everyone is so beautiful there. It’s like everything is holy there. The material is different. The most beautiful person on earth cannot be as beautiful as anyone in heaven.
The Body Parts Warehouse in Heaven
So it’s very interesting that we went on, and there was a gate ahead of us, and Jesus was waving His hand toward it, and the gate was opened from far away. So He opened it by authority. For Him, everything opens.
In that building, there were a lot of vessels, but they were not ornamental. They were just—beautiful. In that building -- now I never saw a horror movie, except when I was a child; I only saw half of it -- but in that building, there were body parts -- legs, arms, inner organs, eyes.
Then we went on, and He grabbed a leg and an arm, and He started to cry. And I knew that it was mine. And He said, “Do you know why you couldn’t have these? Because of self-pity, because you love to feel sorry for yourself instead of coming to Me and grabbing these.” And I started to cry, too, and He put them back with great care, and He said, “Many people cannot get their healing because of self-pity, because they love to feel sorry for themselves more than...[and] they love to tell each other these things," (how much it aches, etc). But now I can get healing, because I have this arm and this leg. I saw them.
David Dancing in Heaven
And this is one of my favorite parts, because I’m the kind of person--and Zoltán knows it--which has suffered a lot. I went through torture, I was in great hunger, I was cold, I was begging. So I’ve been through a lot of bad things in my life. But the Lord saved me, and my great help was David’s psalms. When I was a child and I was kicked out of home and I had to hide in forests to sleep, I had to wash off the blood off of me in a little river. Thou shalt not be afraid of the terror by night. You can’t be afraid of these things. It doesn’t say, “Don’t be afraid”. It says, “You can’t do that. You’re not allowed to do it.” And this was the only verse I had from the Bible throughout my young ages.
And Jesus told me, “I know how you love my servant David. I will show him to you.” And David was in a beautiful, white space—or square. It was white and holy, too -- beautiful. And I was not allowed to speak to him. And he praised God with all of his praise. He was twisting and dancing, and from every part of him, the praise was just flying up to the Lord. He had a cloth, like a scarf, and it was this big, and it was white and holy, and it had writing on it.
Every part of him, every cell, was in praise to the Lord. I wanted to praise the Lord with him, but the Lord didn’t let me. And Jesus didn’t speak to me like, “Come with Me.” He spoke like, “Come with Me, My dear daughter. Please let me.” When I was crying and I said, “I won’t come. I won’t come with You,” He said, “Please, let me.” He was asking, not commanding.
He never commanded, except when He spoke about the faults in the Church. He was very serious about that. He was sorrowful. He feels sorry for the brethren. This is what the Lord does.
I felt in my heart that He was in great sorrow and it was horrible to feel it. And it was so bad to feel it. The problem isn’t that the time hasn’t come. It’s that the Church is late. We ourselves are obstacles.
The Horses in Heaven
Then we moved along, and we went on, and we went on, and we went on. And there were standing the horses. And I have to admit, I’m not a theological expert, and I never asked Jesus to show these horses to me. And I don’t even know a lot of things from the Book of Revelation.
However, the Lord commanded me to check everything according to the Bible, “Because My Word is Myself,” said the Lord. “And My Word is Truth, and I am the Word. I am the Truth.” And I saw as they were standing there that there was black, yellow, and white horse. A black, a yellow, and a white horse. They’re not like horses from here. They are pumped up with muscles, and they have authority in them—whatever was given to them.
The yellow and the black one were tied up. They couldn’t move. They were rearing up on their hind legs and doing this with their front legs. And the chains that tied them were full of power, strength. And there were two angels—I don’t know if they were angels or cherubim cause the horses were so huge-- but they kept them tied up. And they were rearing like that before. The white one was beautiful, and he was there next to them. They were beautiful, but the white one was shining.
A Flaming Ball in Her Mouth
There was an angel that came to me and said to open my mouth, and I did it. And he put a flaming ball into my mouth, which was flaming. At that time, I started to scream aloud, because it was flaming and it started to hurt me. He said, “You’re disingenuousness or your double-fadedness has left you” And I found it in the Scriptures, too.
There’s a Scripture in Isaiah about this. And this angel did it to me twice. It was a flaming ball, and after I came back, I felt this for a whole day. I was checking in the mirror to see if I could see anything, but it didn’t. Let me correct myself. It was actually a pain that I had for a week, and it was a spiritual pain.
I had a very bad tongue, and when I became angry, I said things I didn’t want to say, but I said them, and after this experience, I didn’t do that anymore. My husband and children are also witnesses of this miracle. Whenever they make me angry -- but my children are not even the same any more -- I cannot say bad things; I can only bless. So I became very different.
The Children in Heaven
Then there I saw children in heaven. They were all wearing white clothes. They were from three years old to ten, maybe. They were sitting on chairs, and for every one of them there was an angel assigned. Like the angels would teach them or I’m not sure of it. But this is my idea, because they were explaining something to them.These angels were loving them and caring for them. And Jesus went to a little girl who had shoulder-length hair, and it was also shiny as if it had been oiled.
There at that place, the love was more concentrated and focused. In this way, He cared for the children, and it was so beautiful I didn’t want to go from that place. I said, “I won’t go away from this place,” because they were giggling and smiling. And then Jesus went there and He whispered something into this little girl’s ear. And she started to laugh from her heart. And He loved them and kissed them and cared for them, not as we love our children, but He loved them more.
When I saw the angels and how they loved our children—they were fantastic. They’re not just standing there next to us. They’re loving us, caring for us, and hugging us. It’s the same with the Holy Spirit when we’re frustrated and we ask Him to come. He doesn’t just come and stand next to us and say, “Everything’s okay. You don’t have to worry.” He loves us and hugs us and cares for us.
Recognizing the Poor and Helping Them
The Lord said, “I don’t show partiality.” But if each person has a stronghold in himself, what’s it going to look like, what’s it going to feel like. Then he won’t be able to see it. I didn’t have any imagination about God, because I never knew what it really meant. I was only a spectator at church to-- it’s because how I was growing up. Because I knew that if I have said that, I would have been forsaken. But the Lord was good for me, because He always sent one to help me. We asked a woman, who has been happy toward me, whether she knew that what had been happening in my life, and she said that she knew. And everyone knows what happened in my life before and they haven’t even helped me.
They didn’t want to realize the injuries on my body. They didn’t want to realize I went out with bloody hands and injuries outside the door. Everyone closed his eyes. They didn’t want to realize when I was begging. We must realize the poor people and help them.
If we see someone in a great pain, we must help them and love them. We must love each other with a true love. If we won’t love each other in this way, the Lord will never come back. The Lord won’t come back until we love each other this way. We can pray for fire, etc., but He won’t come until we open up our hearts to each other—because we are afraid to reveal our hearts to each other, what’s really in them.
Repenting on Your Face before God
I mean the worst that can happen if people see what’s in our heart is we need to repent for that. I even go in front of the church and repent, not only for myself, but [also] for my family. And Jesus said it’s important not just to repent at church, but at home also. And even to get down on your face before God when you repent, and bow before Him.
I mean, not bow, but lay prostrate before Him, because the Lord told me this the only acceptable way in front of the Lord to repent. We are not just bowing our heads before the Great God. We have to lay down before Him. It’s important that when we repent, we don’t just, like at church, sit in our seats just bow our head.
But we go up front and take the most humble position and lay before the Lord to repent. We have to lay our lives down before Him and say, “I don’t care if anyone kills me or what happens to me. I don’t care about anything else—what will happen to me.” And the Holy Spirit gave me prayer topics to pray for, because when I was in heaven, I didn’t care for anything that was on earth. This love is what the Lord Jesus was teaching about. Every word of His is true. We have to learn how to love as the apostle Paul did.
Archangels Michael and Gabriel
Then we went on from the children. Jesus had been begging to me, “Please, come, My daughter.” Every time He started begging, I could move on. Then He begged for me, “Come, little child. Come. Let Me. Please come.” And then whenever He begged, I could move on. And then He led me on to see Michael and Gabriel, lieutenant angels, who were clothed in authority and power.
These are lieutenant angels. This is how Jesus said it to me: “They are lieutenant angels.” I don’t know if it was that I was not allowed to, but I could not hear them. And Jesus didn’t just hug them. He went right in the middle of the two of them and put His arms around both of them. So this is the way Jesus loved them, and He spoke with them, and as He did, they made expressions with their faces that showed wonder and amazement that something big is going to happen. Something has started, and they were very happy because of it.
Jesus was serving them, and they were serving the Lord. So it was in the reverse as well, and this is what I saw in heaven is that everyone was serving each other. It’s wonderful. It’s different. I cannot explain it. I want you to be there, too, to see it. But you can see it, because Jesus said, “I’m not partial.” Everyone can see it. Of course, heaven is not a tourist destination, because seeing heaven has its purpose.
Near to the Brokenhearted
I wasn’t taken back there after this, because it had its purpose. It was to say to me, “I have made you, I have formed you in your mother’s womb, and I have brought you out of your mother’s womb.” Just looking at Him that, “Lord, how could I serve you when I had only a low grade in my class? How could I?” But He said that He’s near to the brokenhearted. It’s very wonderful. And here comes the best part. It’s possible that you’re going to be offended, but I am not afraid. The Lord is with me, and His Blood is over me.
The Father's House
And then He led me to a beautiful place, a wonderful place where the love was more concentrated and the holiness was more focused, even more than in other places in heaven. I cannot explain it, but this is how I can say it because, like Jesus was Himself Who is really Himself, is Jesus was in His own environment. So where we stood, there were white steps. There was a stairway, and it was the Holy of holies, the Father Himself. It was the Father’s House.
Then He said, “Come.” And I could go beside Jesus. And it was very important that I didn’t understand it. But you can only go to the Holy of holiness with Jesus. And it is also written in the Scripture. Then I went in. And above the sanctuary, there were holy clouds, which were, like, crocheted. And it was like a living furnace. So the clouds were like crocheted, so it was alive and it was permanent.
But when we entered, there were holy bowls. And as we walked in, there was writing on the walls in golden letters. And I knew it was Jewish, because once when I was a child, I saw in the book how Jewish people write downwards. And as I walked, there were, like, pulpits, not like pulpits, because there bigger ones, there were smaller ones, and there were holy ones. It was pure gold, and there were no jewels on it. And on these pulpits, there were golden scrolls. These papers were white and they were holy. Its color was holiness. It was full of writings on it, and I couldn’t look into it, because if I did, I would die. But He allowed me to know it. But I didn’t count how many scrolls were there. And we moved on.
But then the fear of the Lord just came upon me. I thought I would die immediately. But Jesus was with me, and I grabbed His hand so strong, I was amazed that I didn’t break His arm. If it were a man’s hand, I would have broken it.
And then I met the Father, who does not kill you. I knew He was on top of that stairway in the cloud, in the fire, in the thunder—that, there is the Father. And I knew that there was the Creator. And I felt that I was not going to Him, but it was His love that was drawing me to Him.
I cannot explain it that when I looked to the left side, there was a fountain from which the Blood was always flowing. And I never read this before, but it was the saints’ blood. It always shouts out, “When will you avenge us?” This was crying, crying out. This is thick blood. I know this is not new for you, because you read it before. But I found a lot of things after this experience that are in the Bible. And it was crying out. And when I was looking at the right side, there was the Blood of Jesus. And I knew that the Father looks at us through this Blood.
There it was because He died for us. And when I looked into the Blood, I could see Him for a moment, as He was when He was hanging on the cross. And He was not like in the films, in the movies. He was totally beaten. There were parts of His body that were torn out. What really stuck with me was how on His face, where His beard would be, the flesh was ripped out. And the Blood over His face was dried up and it was black. His lips were parched. Both His eyes were swollen, which I never saw in the movies that they were swollen. And I knew that as He was crying out, He was crying out for the Father.
It was so horrible and I was constantly just crying out, “I’m sorry! It was because of me!” And I said, “Sorry. Sorry.” And He didn’t say anything. What I only felt was that He loves me and the Father loves me, too. And He doesn’t condemn me. And this love changed me so much that I can’t explain. And the Father didn’t say, “See, this is My Son.” But His love. He loves me so that I can change and be near Him. It was so wonderful. It was fantastic.
I didn’t think about it, but an angel came to me. One angel, from the top of my head to the toes of my feet clothed me in holy clothing that had been laid over the thrones of the righteous. The other angel went to the Blood of Jesus and dipped his hand into the Blood. Then he sprinkled this Blood over me. Not just a light sprinkling on one area, but all over my body. And when I realized that, I thought that I would stay there.
The Pit of Hell
Then, we arrived at the pit of hell. It was horrible. I started to shout, “Lord, no! No!” I also said at the set table that, “No, I don’t want this to be my job to tell about this,” because I knew they would kick me out from the church and out of all relationships. It’s possible I would even be stoned to death. And I also started to shout, “Lord, I don’t want to go down!” But the Lord told me, “It must be done, and I will be with you throughout the whole process.” And I even know that the Lord, a lot of times, He was invisible to the demons there. And I knew that sometimes, they were only watching me, and other times, they were only watching Jesus, because one time, there was a demon that cried out, “Lord, why did you come? To destroy us before the time? To wipe us out?”
At the council chamber, He also made Himself invisible to them—into a holy fire, I saw. And the Lord was flaming violently. He was very furious. Then we started to go down through the hole, and this hole was enormous. And the Lord said that there was a stairway leading down, but they don’t use it anymore because so many souls are going down that it became this wide. All around this tunnel, there were jagged rocks protruding. Everything is absolutely the reverse of the heavenly. Where there is grace in heaven, there is mercilessness in hell.
I saw so much mercilessness in hell. I haven’t seen any horror movies here before, but there were monsters. And even on the jagged rocks they were standing. Even the grime was constantly coming out of their mouths. There were small ones, little bigger ones, tall ones. They were mixture of animal bodies, they had fur. I saw dinosaurs down there, which were terrifying. My children had dinosaur toys, but we tossed them all out.
In demons and monsters, there is no symmetry, meaning in their bodies. In every way, they are totally deformed. These are constantly cursing. And those curses I could never speak on earth, only down there. This was horrible.
We were descending. At first, Jesus showed me Abraham’s Bosom, which was (she points to the left and says, “That way.”) Then I saw that place which was totally dried up but it was not brownish. Like here when the leaves come down, they turn brownish. It was not brown, but it was gray. It was gray, and between Abraham’s Bosom and hell, there was a bottomless pit. And when we descended, we went into hell. And there I saw something that I have no spiritual commentary about this. And I didn’t want to tell you this, but the Lord told me to say this, that on the rock, there was an old lady sitting there. Her hair was white. She was mumbling—I don’t know what she said and I don’t even care. But on her forehead there was “666” and she was waiting for something. She was waiting for something, and I don’t know what it is.
The pit is horrible. There’s no oxygen, no water. There’s no sign of any life. Every rock is black. The cells aren’t even just cells. But in the cells there are rocks jutting up from them. There’s no room for sitting in the cell. So there’s no place for resting or relaxing there in hell. So from this point on, I asked those who are strong to listen, because these are horrible things. Because there were parts where Jesus showed me these porn movies are made.
So this is horrible. And how they speak about the people of the Lord. There was -- and I don’t want to offend anyone -- but there was a pastor He showed me, who stole the church’s money and he went for vacations with this money. There was another pastor. They were constantly crying and screaming, and they tried to remind Jesus of their good works from their earthly life. But when we passed on, they started to curse Jesus, which truly terrified me.
Everyone was crying out for mercy. And there was such a thick noise. I think everyone is gone crazy there. They’re gone crazy there! You can’t bear it in your right mind. This is why Jesus told me three days ago, “If you had gone through on your own, you would have become crazy.” And it’s very interesting that I don’t have nightmares or anything. But when I had to write it down, it was very hard.
There was another pastor who had two other lovers besides his wife. And from these women, he had children. And it was so shocking that they knew the Word of God, and they still committed sin. And I cannot understand it that how is it possible?
And there was a drunkard in another cell, who was tortured in such a way. But before that, I will tell you what is the minimum torture in hell. The fire is burning all over, but as we descended further, the flames were higher. And there was sulfur. And there was a harlot where a demon grabbed some burning sulfur and went to her and rubbed it on her upper arm. She was screaming. There are other places where there are no rocks standing in the cells.
There are cells where there are really a lot of rocks. It depends on how many sins the person committed -- the demons are torturing them more. And they remind them even of the secret thoughts of their mind. And it was horrible. The drunkard was always beating his family, demon brought a black screen. This guy had to see how his family and his children were afraid of him—how they hid in the kitchen, and how his children had to watch him beat his wife.
He had to re-live it himself. They’re not just torturing them, but reminding them and creating the same hurts in them that they created in others on earth. Those had the greatest punishment who were adulterers, who made themselves gods, and those who adored others as gods. These have, and those who knew the truth and led other people into sin. Or even know the truth, but they take no care about it. Like that pastor before. They didn’t repent from their hearts.
There was a harlot, and I think she was Hungarian. This is my opinion, but I can’t say for sure. She was very young and the Lord Jesus said that her own mother made her a prostitute. She was on the streets, and someone told her the Gospel twice. But she ignored it. This is how Jesus said they ignored it. She ignored that the truth was, she was living in filth.
And there was a guy whose tongue was constantly cut off. I couldn’t even understand it. The minimum is that down there in the snot, these big worms this big are squirming (she holds her fingers out in front of her to indicate about twelve inches long). And what I realized was actually this big (she indicates about three feet long). It was a worm, but it was black. It was black and green, and like a snot. And from it, the snot was always coming out. And its fangs were like a saw. They were sharp. And with its tongue, it ravaged the person. And its eyes are even devilish.
I haven’t seen anything more like a dinosaur here on earth as I did in hell. You can’t even exaggerate it.
There was man totally polluted with lust. He was completely under this snot. There were so many different kinds of bugs on him, he was screaming horribly. The minimum is that the demons were constantly stabbing them with spears. So this is the minimum.
Some people had worms all over their faces, and I can’t explain it. They were not white down there (she indicates that they’re about four inches long). There’s no white there. I know that it was white, but there’s no white there. And the fire is, like, it burns, but it doesn’t consume the people.
So this is eternal suffering there. It’s unspeakable. And they even know your thoughts. And I once saw the two spiritual ways. The Lord even said that he who is not with the Lord looks like (in the spiritual way) he’s going to hell. And it seems they are tied up with chains. And they were hunched over, and on their back, they’re carrying this big bag—or load—of sin which is steaming with black steam from the sin.
They went along and they didn’t even see anything. They didn’t see anything; they only felt the burden of the sin. And they didn’t see where they are going. They were beaten with blindness. They didn’t see. It was horrible. It was horrible.
Jesus was crying a lot. It was very interesting as He was looking at the soul which was in torment. He knew the point at which the person’s life had ended. (By that, she means the point when the person made the last decision). Jesus knew. And He didn’t say, “Okay, they deserved it.” He was crying, and He was groaning also. And it was horrible. And there were some that He said, “I never knew you.” Some were begging, but the Lord said to them, “I never knew you.” It was horrible to see.
After this, Jesus turned away from them. And while we were there, Jesus fed me three times with a golden grain. It was pulled out like this (and she indicates that He’s pulling it out from, like, under His robe—under His arm. And it’s long. And I had to eat it with its stem.
My family said to me that my collapsed body at that time (she turns to her husband and he states that her face was radiating. “It was shining. She became different as she got strength.”). That was only way I could go on. Sometimes I collapsed in hell. I cried. It is unspeakable when you see that everywhere there are cells. There is torment everywhere. There are demons, filth, snot all over the place. The fire is burning, there’s no air to breathe. There is no sign of life there. You can become crazed if you’re not with the Lord. The fear of the Lord just came upon me so powerfully that even one little lie, one little thought must not separate me from the Lord.
Her Earthly Father's Cell in Hell
I don’t know when He led me to my father’s cell. I went nearer and nearer to the Lord Jesus, because I knew if I want to live, I have to be nearest to Him. The only Rock is Jesus, and I can only cling to His Name. He’s the only one Who can help me. There cannot be any false stronghold in your life. The greatest deception of the devil is hypocrisy, saying, “Oh, that doesn’t really matter.”
Jesus also told me about the demonic pollution, what the signs of it are. And I wrote down what are the signs of the fire of the Holy Spirit.
I saw a lot of adulterers there. There was blonde woman there whose ankle was constantly being cut. They tortured her in this way, too, because she grabbed men with her ankle. This is the way she was enchanting them. So this is very important for women that they have no right to wear tight dresses, so much makeup, walking seductively, giggling. Jesus said that this word actually means more than giggling (the word they used in Hungarian for that).
It means basically laughing loudly to try to get men’s attention. So it is not true to say that if you giggle that you’re going to hell for it, but if you smile to attract men that is a sin. Men should not be attracted to you but worship GOD.
Then the Lord went with Tamas (Eudoxia's husband)
Tamas: The Lord told me to start praying because iam going to see terrible things. I saw different things.
Eudoxia continuing: The Lord told me that he must cleanse me of all false thoughts in my life, because I love the Father.
I saw my father in hell and when I saw him I asked him "is that you?" He answered me "Eudoxia, please tell everyone because it's scary", and when he was being burned, I was screaming at him and I was very scared.I held on to the Lord because the feeling of hopelessness, endless pain, and destruction is indescribable. There is no place for hope there. You can become crazy.
Lord JESUS showed me the life of my father when he was on earth, he had two other women apart from my mother. And I told him how it was possible for my father because there was no ministry to spread your news because this church of faith has not even been established for a long time. JESUS answered me, "Who ever opens his heart and seeks ME, will find ME" I did not know but now I know that who is to sought is JESUS the greatest.
LOVED ONES CLOSE IN HELL.
Lord JESUS showed me a friend called Edes. I remember he once said he had repented and received JESUS through the television while we were watching a program called Happy Sunday. I found this man in hell crying. I asked Lord JESUS "why is he there?" And he answered me, "He is not perfect in faith." I asked him now how can we come to heaven?, He said "The problem is not you, but someone needs to open his heart and let the Holy Spirit enter and he will work to prepare you for Heaven not by your own strength or human strength."
BLANK CELLS
The Lord led me to places that were empty, but sometimes the name is written, other times the name is lost. The Lord told me that when a person repents from the heart, his name is removed from those cells and appears in heaven. The Lord said there is a lot of hypocrisy among us and I began to cry a lot in front of the Lord.
When I left there, I came to clean my house and repent more because the Lord always starts with his people. The Lord told me that the church is not ready because no matter how we take care of the servants, the church will only shine if everyone loves one another, it doesn't need many words.
Everyone should open his heart and let the Holy Spirit work in him. If the Holy Spirit walks in the Lord's house, we don't even need to talk much for people to come to the church. Many people will come to the church not by human strength but by the Spirit.
HOW THE DEVIL TRAPS CHILDREN AND TAKES THEM TO HELL.
I want to tell you about the little children who are in hell. Lord JESUS said this should leave my people. The devil uses ungodly television, I saw parents sitting with their children in front of the television and the devil was ruling on a large scale and the children were very stubborn and rebellious towards their parents due to and take and imitate the things they see on television.
TOM AND JERRY CARTOONS, BARBIE. THE WINNIE THE POOH, CINDERELLA, THE SELEEPING NEAUTY, BATMAN and all kinds of "people" in those cartoons are symbols of lost salvation. That's what the Lord said, "Pokeman, Spiderman, Digimon, Benten and all cartoons that show miracles should be thrown away, that's what I did. We burned a lot of DVDs and everything.
Lord JESUS showed me that there is a power that holds children through those cartoon movies and began to find children in the devil's nets. The Lord told me that children should be taught victory, the stories in the Bible, we should focus more on the Word itself and have more goals with it.
When people see cartoons, like cartoons, they are nothing but a trap to send children to hell. The Lord emphasized me to keep them in obedience, he taught me how to raise children. The Lord said it is good to go out with the children and go to the forest with them as it teaches them and I am with them. We must to teach them what sin is so that they can judge for themselves from the Word.
PART OF THE COUNCIL OF BABYLON
The Lord told me to look up, when I looked I saw a satanic council. There were witches, false gods. They sat around the table in that council, they did not stop kissing the devil, they were doing dirty deeds, I can say in that way.
They were drinking the blood of the saints, the blood of those who deceived them already. They were committing adultery, they were drinking everything that was horrible.
It is important to know that after the Church of Faith defeated devil, The devil sent two(2) attacks from hell. One is to separate couples (unfaithfulness in marriage), the other is to attack mammon or love money.
He will send someone with money to the church, I know he will be a young man and as a pastor he will receive a those funds by then he cannot be free. He will be owned by that person.
Lord JESUS had a burning fire, they were laughing and drinking blood. I saw that thing in the scriptures, false gods who had things like frogs coming out of their mouths. I saw everything in the scriptures. The Lord showed me everything.
DARK SPIRITS OF BEAUTY.
There are gods that you have to be careful of, especially young women. Those gods throw their weapons in the toilets and false gods in the toilets. I saw someone was looking at himself in the mirror and said, "Oh, I'm so beautiful, oh there is no one like me," And with those spirits of dark, false thoughts entered her and she saw more and more that she had to increase her beauty in the form of more and more makeup.
THE DARK SPIRITS OF MASTURBATION
There was a room we went to, there was a big bed, and I saw strange things because there was a beautiful woman who was masturbating herself. Well, I don't want to talk too much about that. But she was doing that and it's a sin, you understand.It is scary and many children are in it. He started laughing and kissing the devil and while he was laughing snakes came out of his mouth. And he went to report to the devil.
The Lord told me to warn all, the women and the famous ones who are beautiful and add more beauty to themselves that they are not always human, and you will know that especially when you die. The Lord told me, "because he is going down to take his new body and go up again."
The Lord showed me the place in hell where sex tapes are made. I was not shown the actions but I saw and knew they were doing it. They give that through dreams to those who are there in those bonds. It is scary.
And this woman who was sucking herself in bed was throwing a weapon. The Lord was telling me that there are people who don't want to do that but they find themselves doing it because they are in prison, after this woman threw a weapon at them.
HYPOCRISY
In the spirit everything is visible, be careful because the devil also sees and knows who has left a place in his life. If a person does not repent from the heart, He is in a big prison in life which is hypocrisy.
HORROR MOVIES
Horror movies are also placed in hell and they are released through dreams. All of you who like to please the body by looking at those movies know that they put you in bonds.
ROCK MUSIC SINGERS
Rock music singers, they were falling down, they were being tortured a lot and they were crying a lot saying, "I didn't understand! I didn't understand!!!"
ALIEN UFO IN HELL
These creatures are in hell and they don't have lips but they only have hanging teeth. They are evil creatures and they have nothing more than to deceive in false things and they are spirits.
THE TEACHINGS OF THE LORD
The Lord taught me very easily until I asked him how easy it is. The Lord's lesson does not even take 20 minutes, he goes point by point. The Lord told me that ointments (perfume) were sold. What I saw was a woman walking in the street and she had used ointment (perfume) and when the man next to her smoked it, she was attracted with it, and even though he loved his wife, but there was a space between the two of them. Because of that smell, even if he forgives his wife, he will not love her like the beginning.
Small conflicts can be very big that lead to separation, all of them have come from the ointment (perfume) that was sold.
The Lord said yes because we must always wear all weapons.
We need to be careful and not leave room for devil in our lives. Small sins can lead to harm, although there is nothing small sin or big sin. The angel told me to repent immediately when I see that I have sinned. Don't wait for a day or a minute, you must repent at the same time.
The devil's great strategy is to tell you "later, later, later" in order to have more space in your life. You will not be weak if every time we sin we repent to the Lord, it is better than living in hypocrisy.
CHERUB IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN.
When we were coming out of hell, I just cried and held the hand of Jesus, and he said to me, "There is a place I want to take you to". It was like blue colors. The cherub was tall but not like Lord JESUS. They hugged each other. Lord JESUS said to me, "This is the place where you will be playing." And I told the Lord that we are old now we don't play anymore. Lord JESUS said, "Yes you will dance because you are children of GOD and children love to dance."
HIS RETURN TO EARTH
The angels took off my clothes, and I started crying and said, "Oh, no! No because I won't see you again if you do that" And he said, "Let me do this because you will tell others and please understand this that they believe there is heaven and have hope in me. ONLY THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH they believed and there is no church, no society, nothing nothing else will save you except THAT NAME."
When I came back I was in pain and I asked the Lord JESUS to heal me and he immediately healed me.
Eudoxia: The angel told me not to sin, but he added and told me that if I sin, then immediately repent, so that there will be no chance in my life for the devil to destroy my life. He told me then and there to pray for the blood of JESUS to cleanse me.
SELLING SPIRITS FOR FAME AND MONEY.
In the council of hell there are dark contracts and it emits black smoke. Those are souls who sold themselves to the devil to get fame and money. I was thinking a lot about how they can pray. The Lord showed me how it happens, they ask for things in prayer but they do not use the name of the Lord JESUS.
There are satanic temples that do not pray in the name of JESUS CHRIST, So it has now been revealed which are bad prayers and which are good prayers. There are famous people and even some doctors from Hungary are in this act, they have sold their souls to the devil.
THE SHEPHERD AND HIS FEED.
There is something that the Lord has taught me that the shepherd gives his life for the sheep that is known, but we have to give our lives for others. Lord Jesus said we should reduce the burdens from the pastors especially the pastors and elders of the church, especially the pastors. Because he needs to have time of staying with the Lord, because if they don't spend enough time with the Lord, the anointing will be for a short time. We need to refill the oil.
Beloved, we need to love each other and center the pastor spiritually and as partners we need to surround him and lift him up spiritually so that he receives the Word from the Lord, We need to do that because the Word of GOD is a treasure.
A WORD IS LIKE A BEAD OF COST
The Lord said to me, "THE WORD is like a precious bead made of anchors, which are the verses of the Word of GOD, which anchors cannot be removed. If one anchor is removed, then all the anchors will fall. Other churches are standing on that side—Lutheran (about baptism), Catholic (worshiping gods)...(I don't remember other churches)" They are standing in the lukewarm, and that is not stable. And they cannot remain on the rock. All the truth as it is the Word. One line connects another and we have to accept that.
LET'S LOVE EACH OTHER
Christians need to spend a lot of time together to show each other love. Lord Jesus told me that mothers should be supplicants and more than that. Let them speak. Lord Jesus said he needs people who are ashamed, who sit behind the church who are going through problems, widows, orphans and those who cry every day but have not received comfort them so we don't forget them. We need to help them and encourage them.
‘End’
Greeting to all saints. God reveal in order to redeem, please let us repent before is too late.
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